下心...

我感覺很辛苦...
我很不開心...
我好難過...
我不知道要告訴誰我的心情...

我很想念你...
但是你不懂...
每次見到你,我都會扮tough...
因為我不想你知道我的心情...
我也不想影響你的心情...
我不想本來你是開心的但最后是我的心情破壞你讓你心情不好了...

其實我看到你的fb真的讓我很心痛...
有其是你的foursquare...
絕對不是你的錯...
是我自己收不得了...
很心痛，真的是很心痛...

不能和你說...
所以我deactivate我的...
對不起bbiii...
我一次又一次這樣讓你不開心...

-KeiF-
-[10:03am, 270111]-

bbiii, i will disappear infront of euu...

可能這個月是我最后的一次打擾你...
過了這月，我會自動消失在你面前...
現在你是有了愛人的，我不想弄到你和你的親愛的吵架...
雖然我還是很愛你，還是放不起你，
但我明白這些東西是不可以勉強的...
因為我知道你對我是沒有感覺了吧...
所以我選者自動消失...

希望我這個選擇是對吧...
你也沒有什麼損失吧...
因為給到你快樂的人已經在你身邊了...
她是...sakura koo...

我懂我以前是傷害你太多了...
而且想補償也補償不到了...
我懂是太遲了...

我不想說那麼多了...
我真心真意祝福你們開開心心白頭到老...

sakura koo,
你放心吧...

-KeiF-
-[ 3:48pm, 130111 ]-

xMas eve...

24th December 2010

today Eddie came KL...
so we tot celebrate Xmas countdown together...
but mom don't let me use car...
we met at TS..
reach TS at aroun 11am..
wait hengdai dere sambil lepak at Esarli..
hengdai reach at almost 1somethin..
den we go eat at FUng Wong...
afta tht jiu go Jln MErlimau take my cheque..

go midvalley afta tht..bank in cheque den we go I Love Yoo dere eat porridge..
Bao kept starin at Eddie..
she seems bo song...
but I juz ignore her..
afta eat we go gaigai..
Bao den msg me wish me xing fu..
she tot eddie is my bf..

later send hengdai to KTM station..
kebetulan saw Nian..
deb I walk with Nian to met up with Bao..
I din talk much with Bao..
sat outside vallet parking dere awhile til 9pm somethin..
Bao and Nian send me to bus stop..
meanwhile dey took bus go Sunway..

I reach home at almost 12am..
kinda disappointed cuz can't countdown wit hengdai..
reach home jiu go KK118 wit family..
aihz...

-KeifJaN-