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its been quite some time i didnt update blog..
well..many things happened in these few months..
but i dont think that im gonna write it all out here..

well..let me think about what i should write..

August
nothin much happened in this month where i can remember..
ohya..its my birthday month...lolz..
im 21 this year and the party should be grand..
but i din make it grand like how others did..
i din have much friends..

on the 28th, went to Midvalley find Joey..
later at night, went to ABC Klang Lama with Joey, Marcus & Eddie..
haha..they teman me to guo 12am..
cant really remember what time i reach home thou..





the next day went to Bukit Saga dinner..together with my aunty's family..





and after 12am, im officially a grown up..
lolz..

-JaN-
-[10:14am, Nov 13th, 2011]-

Toy Story :)

last sunday THE BIG ONES on Star Movie was Toy Story 3...
from 7pm till 12am showin Toy Story 1 to 3 back-to-back...
lolz...



i can still remember the storyline very well...
Toy Story 1 was my childhood movie which i can remembered the most..
it reminds me back of how i used to be a child xD

Toy Story 2...
and...Toy Story 3...
i watched Toy Story 3 last year in cinema..
with one person who i used to treasure alotz :)





i missed those moments when i watch Toy Story..
imma happy child afterall...
hahaha xD

-KeiFJaN-
-[ 200711, 1:03pm]-

twenty-ninth ...June...

my probation period has end!
LoLz..
cant believe that time flies real fast..

Wong Sang Motor...
WS Rent-A-Car...
im almost 100% familiar with how the system works here..
:)

nothin to say actually..
each month dated today's date, i will reminisce about my past..
thou it wont change any fact,
but i will simply just SMILE for today :)

i know tht there are many things happened to euu recently..
but i just hope tht euu will keep on tough-ing..
life...i know tht there are ups and downs..
that's how we should live and get used to it..
life cycle...
gambateh :)

-KeiFJaN-
-[ 12:55pm, 290611 ]-

今天…我以为我能过得开心…
但是，我错了…
我没希望多…
我只想我每日都可以开心这样笑…
就算我不开心……
…也没人会懂会了解…
我…很累……真的很累了…

-娟-
20110520 , 10:09pm

fake...

so free now duno wht to do..
so i'll juz write a short post here ba :)

almost a month le im workin here..
WS RAC Sdn Bhd..
location : Jalan Ampang (near Risda)

workin office aint tht simple like we used to think..
gossip-ers..
backstab-ers..
rumour-ers..
everythin!

there are many people out there who are wearin mask..
they have more than 1 personality...eventually..

hmm...juz hope tht everythin will be fine..
and i can overcome all these ba :)

gambateh me!! :))
LoLz...

i think i wun write much here..
thts all for now..
haha xD

-KeiF-
-[ 230411, 11:46am ]-

the smell of tht perfume....

i shud be feel very tired and sleepin nw de..
bt i can't sleep nw..
dy worked for 4days le..
learned lotsa accounts stuffs..
hmm..abt office de situation, gonna blog abt it in next post..
LoLz..

i hope that I can find back tht perfume..
it juz gives me a special feelin when i smelled tht perfume..
suddenly thought of many things..
aihz..
life..

hello April..
March over..
and...urmm..haih..nonid say ba..
wana force myself sleep now..
nitez..

-KeiF-
-[ 010411, 2:19am ]-

150311 - KeiFZai meeting ^^

as usual, online in room..
suddenly feels like wana go ts..
actually wanted to cut hair de at Joey's aunty's place..
hahah..ended up din cut dao..

finally, have a meetin with zai :)
first time seein her thou we always chat at fb and msn..
LoLz..
before this, to me,
she's one English prof..
heheh..last time wen I read her blog,
most of her posts impressed me..
she's reli is a good writer with creative imagination :)

met up with her at ts main entrance..
friendly hug..LoLz..thts sweet~~

afta tht we straight head to u-cafe sungei Wang..
den we started to talk..
at first, I'm afraid tht we might have no topics to talk abt..
but mana la tao, we talk till we reli lauf dao like beh tahan..
haha..

i reli enjoy talkin to zai..
cz we can talk on any topic :)
as for me, I'm not tht kinda shy person who talks less..
i can talk like for hours nonstop..LoLz..
she taught me lotz of stuffs..
and well..thts jz between me and her :D
heheh..

aroun 5somethin, we walk to KLCC..
and den snap some pics while at the fountain dere..

sorry, can't upload those pics here cz I'm usin iPod to blog now..
haha.. xP

went to sushi king..
and den walk to lrt station..
this is where we say goodbye to each other afta a great enjoying day for us :)

zai,
thnx for comin out yamcha with me..
im reli very hapi :)
nice knowin u..
ur such a great fren..and u roxx too ~~
hope to have another day with u :))

-KeiF-
-[ 170311, 3:50am ]-

can u define what's love?

once upon a time,
while spending your own sweet time by the street,
something caught your attention..
an angel passed by you..
very delicate, very pure, very innocent..
the smell of that angel makes you unconscious, forget about what's your own name..
(haha..too over ba..lolz..)

the first thing that you thought to yourself..
"gawsh..i dont care, i want to know that angel!"
you start to wait for your angel at the same place, same time, every day til you met up with your angel...

your heart beats fast each time you sees your angel..
you want to get to know your angel more..
you want to know about your angel's background..
soon, you step out for the first step..

"hye..i'm err urrmmm....K..what's yours?"
"mind be friends?"
"where you live?"
"you mind givin me your contact number?"

there's a strong feel between you towards your angel..
you wants to take care of your angel..
you wants to make your angel yours..
this can just consider just only a dream...
but once you had such thought,
what does that mean?
what does your angel means to you from that moment onwards?

is this what you called "Love at first sight?"

what is Love?
some of us might misunderstand the true meaning of love..
well, in fact, we define love in our own ways..
it depends on yourself on
how you view it,
how you provide it,
how you play with it,
how you conquer it,
how you manage it,
how you overcome it..

and lastly,
love is one of the human's game of life..
as we all know, to get in a game ain't simple..
when you obtained something, you need to sacrifice something..
are you ready to play the game..
can you bear all the coming consequences?

try to think about it..
appreciate love that you have now..
once gone, it wont be coming to your way anymore..
there's no use for any regrets..
and..
try to make "LOVE" but not "WAR"..

-KeiF-
-[ 2:16pm, 110311 ]-

it's okayy...
i'll disguise the pain...

一无所有....我，累了…

心很痛…
脑乱乱想东西…

无端端就会流泪…
没办法控制…
心就能感到痛而已…
爱情，真很复杂…

我不能说出口…
所以我选择写下来…
别人会当我是个很强硬的人…
是，扮而已…

每天都会在想着你，
都会在等你的信息，
等你告诉我你在哪里，在做什么…
觉得自己很傻…哈…哈…

那么多事请发生在我们两个…
但是我真的忘不了你…

那么…你呢？
我觉得你都是把我忘掉吧…
有时，我真的希望你告诉我所有与其我乱想…
虽然是个让我不开心的事情，
但我都愿意…

我，算什么啦对你来说…
哈.哈…

我现在，放弃一切了…
很累…真的很累了…

619pm 220211

the worst part of euu..is ME..

最近不懂为何睡不到…
心很乱…
也很烦…

那天搞到我最爱不开心…
对不起吡…
其实我不是想要弄到这样的…
但是我真的没办法…

我说过我要离开你，要失纵在你面前…
已经说过很多次了…
但我知道我根本都是不能…
所以我选择伤害你的心，让你讨厌我…
那…你就会不理我…
慢慢这样离开我…

这样做我的心是真的很痛其实…
我每天都是在偷偷閟着哭…
不想给人知道我是那么弱…

每次在想着你和她开开心心时，
我心就不舒服…
很不高兴…而就会乱乱去想东西…

现在你讨厌我了…
对我来说，你可能会好过点吧…
因为我做的东西全都是让你不开心…

觉得我自己很失败下…
我不能给我最爱的人幸福…
既然是这样，不如我一次过恨恨这样对你让你讨厌我…
这样就能给你一个自由的感受了…
而你也不需要内疚这样对我…

吡，
你知道我有多想你吗现在？
你知道我有多爱你吗？
很想抱着你…
很想亲你…
很想告诉你你对我有多重要…
很想亲口对你说我爱你…

吡，我的心到现在都是没变过…

-KeiF-
-[ 2:30am, 200211 ]-

哎……

最近感觉到好象很累…
不懂是为了什么…
好象很多东西烦…
已经两个月没做工了…
希望BDO能请我吧…
哈哈…

很想念她…
很想帮她负担一切…
很心痛看到她这样…

我很想快点找到工作…
我要快快…
加由娟~ 哈哈…

很傻吼？
我，娟就是这样吧…
哈哈…

多的东西不需要说那么多吧…
只我懂都已经够了…

人越长大越多烦恼…

-KeiF-
-[ 6:52pm, 11022011 ]-

下心...

我感覺很辛苦...
我很不開心...
我好難過...
我不知道要告訴誰我的心情...

我很想念你...
但是你不懂...
每次見到你,我都會扮tough...
因為我不想你知道我的心情...
我也不想影響你的心情...
我不想本來你是開心的但最后是我的心情破壞你讓你心情不好了...

其實我看到你的fb真的讓我很心痛...
有其是你的foursquare...
絕對不是你的錯...
是我自己收不得了...
很心痛，真的是很心痛...

不能和你說...
所以我deactivate我的...
對不起bbiii...
我一次又一次這樣讓你不開心...

-KeiF-
-[10:03am, 270111]-

bbiii, i will disappear infront of euu...

可能這個月是我最后的一次打擾你...
過了這月，我會自動消失在你面前...
現在你是有了愛人的，我不想弄到你和你的親愛的吵架...
雖然我還是很愛你，還是放不起你，
但我明白這些東西是不可以勉強的...
因為我知道你對我是沒有感覺了吧...
所以我選者自動消失...

希望我這個選擇是對吧...
你也沒有什麼損失吧...
因為給到你快樂的人已經在你身邊了...
她是...sakura koo...

我懂我以前是傷害你太多了...
而且想補償也補償不到了...
我懂是太遲了...

我不想說那麼多了...
我真心真意祝福你們開開心心白頭到老...

sakura koo,
你放心吧...

-KeiF-
-[ 3:48pm, 130111 ]-

xMas eve...

24th December 2010

today Eddie came KL...
so we tot celebrate Xmas countdown together...
but mom don't let me use car...
we met at TS..
reach TS at aroun 11am..
wait hengdai dere sambil lepak at Esarli..
hengdai reach at almost 1somethin..
den we go eat at FUng Wong...
afta tht jiu go Jln MErlimau take my cheque..

go midvalley afta tht..bank in cheque den we go I Love Yoo dere eat porridge..
Bao kept starin at Eddie..
she seems bo song...
but I juz ignore her..
afta eat we go gaigai..
Bao den msg me wish me xing fu..
she tot eddie is my bf..

later send hengdai to KTM station..
kebetulan saw Nian..
deb I walk with Nian to met up with Bao..
I din talk much with Bao..
sat outside vallet parking dere awhile til 9pm somethin..
Bao and Nian send me to bus stop..
meanwhile dey took bus go Sunway..

I reach home at almost 12am..
kinda disappointed cuz can't countdown wit hengdai..
reach home jiu go KK118 wit family..
aihz...

-KeifJaN-