你...

无端端很想念你...
不懂為什麼...
但我知道現在做什麼也沒用吧...
发生了事情不會再改变什麼了...
我真的很怀念我們的回忆...
忘记你對我來說是一個很难的是...
我自己也很难受...
我觉得你也是把我忘了吧...
我會好好的过日子...
希望你也是吧...

1437

-KeiF-
-[ 1:12pm, 231210 ]-

outing like crazie~~

Saturday, December 11th, 2010

last year today, what i can remember is that..
it was the happiest day of my life..
finally i get to meet a person who changed my life the most..

she makes me happy..
she wipe off my tears..
she listens to me..
she advices me...
she cares me...
she show me love..
she taught me what's family...
anything happened...she will be by my side...

i thought can celebrate this day with her..
but what's left will be just a dream..
hmm..
it's kinda sad..
but i told myself to be tough..to be happy..
i still have my family with me..
my mommy..
my brother..
i love them no matter what...
no matter what happened, they will still by my side..

as usual..mommy drop me off at KLCC...
KLCC...this is the place where we first met...
Nippon Tei...is the place where we eat...
damn...its very expensive...
haha..memories...



i went to MidValley..
have a date with Suki and Joey..
well...its fun :)

blow water at The Kopitiam...
laugh like hell in the cinema watchin Lelio Popo..
reminisce play We Doodle :P
play like crazy at da gei cheong there...
even Bao and Nian Sao came join us for "spot the difference" :)

yamcha with Suki, Bao and Nian Sao at nite :)
ordered dunno wht sausage..
taste sucks indeed..
but we manage to finish it up...lolz..

accompany Suki take cab at South Court there..
have a lil' argument with Bao..
i wanted to take bus home de at first..
but Bao disagree..she say that its too dangerous for me..
so we take KTM to Tasik Selatan..
reach le, Bao and Nian Sao accompany me take cab home..
thnx Bao :)
i really enjoy my day today...







as to mommy and bro...
im sorry that i've hurt both of u much..
i knw im a bad girl..
bro, im not a full time smoker..nor a drinker..
there's sometimes many things trouble me but i just dunno wan
how to voice it out..
i just can store it inside myself..
and...i cant bear the feelings..
so i went to drink..
im not drunk..i still can take care of myself..
mommy and bro,
i know both of u care and concern abt me..
but...will u give me a lil space of my own??
no matter how bad i will be,
i will still control myself to step off before the limit..
thanks for everythin...
i know u all care for me..
i love you, mommy and bro until the day i die..

-KeiF-
-[131010, 5:14pm]-